Thursday, December 17, 2009

Black Balloon

Dear Chris,

After years of having the pleasure of being yours, I've realized how much I've come to love you for the amazing person you've proved a countless number of times to be. I've laughed with you until my gut can't take it. I've spent beautiful summer days in the mist of summer breezes with you, and wasting our time playing Grand Theft Auto until our eyes hurt. I've taken long walks on cold winter nights with you. Nights so cold we could see our breath as we talk about important things, and stupid things. Earlier in our relationship, those winter nights were shared saying goodbye as you walked to your home merely a mile away. Nights so scary, we ran away from the alley we called 'Rat Block'. We've spent spring days taking long drives out to random places as I fell asleep to get over allergies. And me with pink hair. We have marveled at the leaves changing from green to orange and yellow and red in a weekend. And i always hear you say "finally. it's getting cold." and me saying "nooo, i like it warm." :]. Those were amazing moments in my life. And the bad moments? Who cares. But the one thing I want to remember about those moments is that you've stayed through all of them. You've held me through all of them. You've held my hand the whole way in. Thank you. I know things aren't easy all the time, but i know we will make it, like we always have. I love you, Chris. That's the most important thing I can say through all of these words. heart.tif


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